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Body Image-9th Virtual Symposium
Body Image-9th Virtual Symposium I look at myself in the mirror. What do I see? I see a man with black hair with olive skin. I am older now. I have more and more silver hair. I think to myself, “I’m not that old.” I have a stomach paunch- it has been getting harder to get rid of this belly bulge! I think I am still attractive. I deem my legs and butt are my best assets. I peruse my private parts, my male parts, and I judge them inadequate. I wish my penis was bigger. I always felt different due to the fact I am not circumcised. With this new symposium topic of Body Imagery, I decided to really peruse myself in a full body mirror. I have realized that after all this time; I still have a body image issue. I have always felt “different” and abnormal. I have felt like a foreigner and anomalous due to the fact I was born and lived overseas and then transported, at age 7, to the Midwest. I noticed right away that people noticed my difference. I was not homogenized like most of the at my private school. I stood out. Alien. My skin tone and color was darker. My eye shape was different. And my penis was not circumcised. I was a brunt of jokes and teasing. In today’s standard, it would be called being “bullied.” I fought the bullies. I won most of the time. I won respect, albeit it was literally hard fought, with my peers. I became popular. Being popular was so weird. It did not take away my self-disparaging low self-esteem- my body image thoughts of being “different” and “abhorrent” remained with me. All through high school and college, I was popular and I had many friends. Dating was a nightmare for me. I felt I was not good enough and that due to my differences, I was not comfortable being naked. Fast forward to today. I am older and wiser. I like who I am. I am confident. For the most part, I think I am no longer haunted with my negative body image of myself, but I do catch myself occasionally looking at my naked body and my skewed thinking (stinking thinking) starts to ramp up. I fat. I am ugly. I am different. My penis is too small. I don’t like my uncircumcised cock. I hate my foreskin. I don’t like my eyes. I then take a deep breath and take step back. I acknowledge my differences. I am proud of my differences. I know my penis is of average in size. I love my foreskin and how it helps my orgasms. I have met woman who loved my body. I am exotic. I am different from the homogenized white Anglo Saxon part of the world I reside in. Viva la difference! Thus, the point I am trying to make is that body imagery and self-esteem are tied together. How people treat each other does affect how others perceive themselves. For men and woman in the United States of America, how one looks is judged important. Different and “alien” don’t fit in. tease the different…too fat, too dark, too tall, too short, and too outside the norm (mentally retarded, emotionally disabled, and birth defects). People are more than their looks or images. The outside is only a shell and what makes us special is how we feel and how we think. I believe in synergy-the interaction of two or more agents or forces so that their combined effect is greater than the sum of their individual effects. My looks are only a small part of who I am. I am so much more! How is your body image today compared to when you were: in grade school, in high school, and in your 20’s? How does body image affect your self-esteem? I leave you with this quote by Amy Bloom, ““You are imperfect, permanently and inevitably flawed. And you are beautiful.” “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64 |
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another body image quote: [image] “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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All sexy funny. I think as we grow older we see the true beauty in all people. hugsssssssss V Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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All sexy funny. I think as we grow older we see the true beauty in all people. hugsssssssss V “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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A thoughtful and excellent post.
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All sexy funny. I think as we grow older we see the true beauty in all people. hugsssssssss V
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A thoughtful and excellent post. “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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I love the saying of the image you posted! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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An excellent read! Kids are too critical towards themselves....and the other kids make it tough when they bully.
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An excellent read! Kids are too critical towards themselves....and the other kids make it tough when they bully. “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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“Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Beautiful post and so true! Visit my blog It's a Mad, Mad, Mad World of NaughtyInSO, leave a comment, become a watcher. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LIVE AND LET LIVE Be happy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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I would prefer to have a little more meat on my bones if I'm being honest. I eat well but just can't seem to put on any weight.
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Perfection is not in this world, beauty is, you're right. And it lies in other people's eyes. I enjoyed reading your post - it's sensible.
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most days I feel like you... of all my attributes make the best me....synergy at work! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Beautiful post and so true! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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yes, with age hopefully comes wisdom and forgiveness! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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I am the best at being myself and there is no one like me! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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I would prefer to have a little more meat on my bones if I'm being honest. I eat well but just can't seem to put on any weight. “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Perfection is not in this world, beauty is, you're right. And it lies in other people's eyes. I enjoyed reading your post - it's sensible. “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Great honest and interesting post! "To Be Consumed" Blog : I want to be your drug of painful withdrawals.
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Great honest and interesting post! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Yes....it's why I participate in the Symposium! Thanks for your thoughts! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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"My looks are only a small part of who I am. I am so much more!" I wish we could get this message to the younger generations in a way that they would believe it. Thank you for sharing your story, for the openness and honesty. That takes courage.
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"My looks are only a small part of who I am. I am so much more!" I wish we could get this message to the younger generations in a way that they would believe it. Thank you for sharing your story, for the openness and honesty. That takes courage. “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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you're correct on how people are treated shaping their self image and self esteem and body image,...my body image when I was younger was awful and then got worse,...ironically it's much better now, when I'm much heavier and aging in new and interesting ways,...I feel like i look better, such a waste all those years when I actually had a nice body and didn't believe it Good girls go to heaven,....Bad girls go EVERYWHERE! I love to travel Come visit my blog tigger678902
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Sadly and yet true VF - we are often our own worst enemies and "bullies"? Prob the reason we can get hurt so easily. The "me inside" def makes the person, and like our very unique fingerprints we are all "different" - So, "Viva la difference"! A great post! ..... And always 'hold onto all those sexy thoughts'! (Remember if you feel like taking part in some sexy fun then click here!) Come on Some Sketch Fun And Now How About 39Me39 Watching 39You39 If you39d like that Please Comment - So if you would like - click here as well!
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Excellent self reflection. I think as we mature, we tend to be more accepting of ourselves.
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I concur with age comes confidence! I have met lots of woman in my life who love olive skinned men! Thank goodness for me! WEG!! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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you're correct on how people are treated shaping their self image and self esteem and body image,...my body image when I was younger was awful and then got worse,...ironically it's much better now, when I'm much heavier and aging in new and interesting ways,...I feel like i look better, such a waste all those years when I actually had a nice body and didn't believe it “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Sadly and yet true VF - we are often our own worst enemies and "bullies"? Prob the reason we can get hurt so easily. The "me inside" def makes the person, and like our very unique fingerprints we are all "different" - So, "Viva la difference"! A great post! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Excellent self reflection. I think as we mature, we tend to be more accepting of ourselves. “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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thanks my friend...I have to be honest! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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I, too, was "other". My mother being Mexican, gave me her olive skin tone. But she also had aspects of her visage that looked Asian. So even for a Mexican American, I looked different. But... Now people tell me that they think my being different is cool. And as I am not fucked up, I had to think during high school that it didn't matter that I didn't look American or Mexican but looked "other". Great post. Kk The observant make the best lovers, I may not do right, but I do write, I have bliss, joy, and happiness in my life, Kitkat Come check out my blog KItkat1415 check out this post by me Adventures In Body Grooming #39 April Topic Link: What Lies Beneath If April Showers Oh Bloody Hell What Kind Of Weather Turns Me On Bloggers Symposium 40
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Awesome post! What makes me think is that I never ever met a young person who would not be overly critical of their body. Not one. Time helps with that but even grown ups seem to prefer stressing their "flaws" rather then appreciating their positives. I personally, regarded myself as non-desirable up to the age of about 25. Only then I discovered that others disagree, a true eye opener “Begin at the beginning and go on till you come to the end: then stop.” Nachrichten? Messages? => Briefkasten Private mailbox
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I, too, was "other". My mother being Mexican, gave me her olive skin tone. But she also had aspects of her visage that looked Asian. So even for a Mexican American, I looked different. But... Now people tell me that they think my being different is cool. And as I am not fucked up, I had to think during high school that it didn't matter that I didn't look American or Mexican but looked "other". Great post. Kk “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Awesome post! What makes me think is that I never ever met a young person who would not be overly critical of their body. Not one. Time helps with that but even grown ups seem to prefer stressing their "flaws" rather then appreciating their positives. I personally, regarded myself as non-desirable up to the age of about 25. Only then I discovered that others disagree, a true eye opener “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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This is a terrific post! I love it! Thanks for sharing it! Become a member now and get a free tote bag.
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This is a terrific post! I love it! Thanks for sharing it! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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We are all "other" somehow and I think our work as human beings is to embrace how we are different from others, while also seeing how similar we are. I really enjoyed reading your post - you seem like you really get this! Always tell the truth Use kind words Keep your promises Giggle and laugh Be positive Love one another Always be grateful Forgiveness is mandatory Try new things Say please and thank you Say your prayers Smile ~Author unknown
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We are all "other" somehow and I think our work as human beings is to embrace how we are different from others, while also seeing how similar we are. I really enjoyed reading your post - you seem like you really get this! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Thanks Hazeleyes, I appreciate your praises! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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Wow... what an intimate personal inventory. A hell of a thing -- and I mean this in the most positive, encouraging sense -- to share. Thank you. Glad, for all your apparent pain, that you came out on the other side... and that you contributed this as a result! Stop in, read, and offer comments at my "swinging as seen in the media" blog, "Confessions of a Lifestyle Man" humorlife, which is also the home of the monthly virtual symposium. New post: The Virtual Symposium Returns Lets Pick A Topic
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Wow... what an intimate personal inventory. A hell of a thing -- and I mean this in the most positive, encouraging sense -- to share. Thank you. Glad, for all your apparent pain, that you came out on the other side... and that you contributed this as a result! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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7/12/2015 10:58 pm |
yes good post
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yes good post “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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thanks for the compliment! either grow or you withdraw and hide! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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We are all "other" somehow and I think our work as human beings is to embrace how we are different from others, while also seeing how similar we are. I really enjoyed reading your post - you seem like you really get this! “Life is available only in the present moment.” Thich Nhat Hanh Come and read my blog! Become a watcher! veryfunnycple64
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