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Ever Been... Wrapped Up In Your Thoughts... And Sat There... Naked ðĪ
Ever Been... Wrapped Up In Your Thoughts... And Sat There... Naked ðĪ Note : A F F is deleting words in the text. Please be patient. Have you ever been, wrapped up in your thoughts? Have you ever sat there (perhaps naked, like I was), in a favorite chair or one that's comfortable... and wondered; What if, things would be different, today? I'm not talking about your regrets or about, second guessing yourself. I'm not talking about, beating yourself up, over some decision you made. I'm just talking about, different . Today! Different house. Different car. Different friends. A different city or town and maybe even, different country? Perhaps a different or cat or... can I say - ? A different lover, wife or husband. I don't know. I'm not sure... exactly. You know what I mean? I'm just talking, about different . Like asking her , if she'd... untie these ropes. ....................................... So.... Ever have one of those days where... you just THINK too much? ðĪ ð ....................................... Note : A F F is deleting words in the text. Please be patient. ...................................... . .. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O |
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I'd say today... was one of those days, for me. I spent a LOT of time thinking... about a bunch of random stuff. I was thinking about the fact that July, is almost over. I can't believe, where summer is going, right? I mean it's... flying by. The other night I was driving from the marina and it was just past nine, in the evening. It was already dark. A couple of weeks ago, that little road was still lit up, by the sun. I've got a bunch of things I've gotta do, before the summer is over. Then I drifted completely off the tracks... to thinking about ; what if things, would be different, today? And now folks... we're back, where we started. ð .... ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Yep... I think, I followed all of that... I think so... ðĪ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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(I followed it) Yep...I do some 'what if'ing myself. But in the last year, I quit my job and moved to the other side of my state so 'different' hasn't been that long ago. Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation bangs on the door forever!
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Been thinking that myself... for the past year. As a result, I just began divorce proceedings, moved into my own place, am seeking a new vocation (after 24 years as an executive with the same company), and am now building something new. We are never guaranteed tomorrow so I won't procrastinate any longer. Currently I am in a new home, new marital status, new way of thinking and boundary setting. It feels scary but also liberating! Good timing of your post!
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7/26/2019 10:03 am |
Sometimes I sits and thinks, Sometimes I just sits! LOL! Yep We're all done that at one time or another! Have a great w/e!
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I believe everything happens for a reason. Although I have had my share of challenges, I do not look back and think 'what if'? Today, would have been my Mother's 91st birthday. She's been gone 16 yrs and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about her. Fond memories are filling my head. I also find myself, stopping, catching my breath and doing a double-take when I see her image in the mirror...until I realize it's me, not her.
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7/26/2019 11:52 am |
Yea, I use to think different was good but itâs not. Different can Be harder or difficult. The unknown is scary.
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yah...i think of that what-if scenario a lot...but then, it meant to happened in the way it did...it's got to be...as if it was divine intervention...i like where i am now...in my life...and i am very lucky though my life...
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Yeah ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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(I followed it) Yep...I do some 'what if'ing myself. But in the last year, I quit my job and moved to the other side of my state so 'different' hasn't been that long ago. I have a low set of standards... Different for me? I'm thinking; different pair of boxer briefs... that fit, the way that fricken picture on that package - shows how it's supposed ta fit! ðð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Been thinking that myself... for the past year. As a result, I just began divorce proceedings, moved into my own place, am seeking a new vocation (after 24 years as an executive with the same company), and am now building something new. We are never guaranteed tomorrow so I won't procrastinate any longer. Currently I am in a new home, new marital status, new way of thinking and boundary setting. It feels scary but also liberating! Good timing of your post! Yep... you're making headway. You sound well balanced , intelligent and your profile shows that you work out AND you have a healthy dick... What the fuck are you doing, here on A F F? Hey... I'm happy to provide the irony. Drop by any time... ð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Sometimes I sits and thinks, Sometimes I just sits! LOL! Yep We're all done that at one time or another! Have a great w/e! Sometimes it just depends on whether there's a half empty glass in front you... or one of those, half full ones. Drop by any time. ð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Sounds like you're blessed. ð It helps that you're a fighter - a positive person. ð Aren't we all, in some ways? Yeah... I wouldn't change the big stuff. ð But I would like to find a different way to work. The route I'm taking, sucks! ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I believe everything happens for a reason. Although I have had my share of challenges, I do not look back and think 'what if'? Today, would have been my Mother's 91st birthday. She's been gone 16 yrs and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about her. Fond memories are filling my head. I also find myself, stopping, catching my breath and doing a double-take when I see her image in the mirror...until I realize it's me, not her. Thanks for sharing. I was looking for a simple 'different'. How about we extend today to 48 hours? It's such a nice day here and I haven't taken advantage of it yet. You? ðĪ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Yea, I use to think different was good but itâs not. Different can Be harder or difficult. The unknown is scary. I'm always hesitant, whenever I see a new detour in this fricken city. I never REALLY know, where I'm going to wind up. You know? ðĪ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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yah...i think of that what-if scenario a lot...but then, it meant to happened in the way it did...it's got to be...as if it was divine intervention...i like where i am now...in my life...and i am very lucky though my life... Like I might have mentioned before... I'm rather shallow. So just give me a set of rules to live by.... You know the ones where it says it's ok to go 100 miles per hour, on the highway... when it's late at night and you're the ONLY ONE on the road? You know.. THAT rule? ðĪ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Wow... I understand. That's a coincidence... it's my father's birthday today as well. Thanks for sharing. I was looking for a simple 'different'. How about we extend today to 48 hours? It's such a nice day here and I haven't taken advantage of it yet. You? ðĪ Itâs been a hot and sunny day here too. Havenât taken advantage of it either. I will bring the wine ðĨ
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Yes unfortunately I have like my day today, but I am not going to bore you with all of that. I hope you have a great weekend..
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Oh like a âdo overâ ? Itâs been a hot and sunny day here too. Havenât taken advantage of it either. I will bring the wine ðĨ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Yes unfortunately I have like my day today, but I am not going to bore you with all of that. I hope you have a great weekend.. It's so nice outside and summer is flying by. Ya know what I mean? ðĪ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Somewhere in a parallel universe, I'm a Rich Bitch. Somewhere in that universe, I've made my fortune creating something that no one has before. Or written a best-selling novel, perhaps so good that it has been made into a movie or series on the tele, and has won many prestigious awards. I live a most fantabulous life, but I share my wealth with organizations that are near and dear to my heart. Well, that last one I do anyway, when I can. This is one reason why I loved the series "Sliders" so much while it was on. "Be who you are and say what you feel. Those who matter won't mind, and those who mind won't matter." ~ Dr. Seuss.
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You know where to find me... ð Right?
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Somewhere in a parallel universe, I'm a Rich Bitch. Somewhere in that universe, I've made my fortune creating something that no one has before. Or written a best-selling novel, perhaps so good that it has been made into a movie or series on the tele, and has won many prestigious awards. I live a most fantabulous life, but I share my wealth with organizations that are near and dear to my heart. Well, that last one I do anyway, when I can. This is one reason why I loved the series "Sliders" so much while it was on. Isn't it fun.. to think about stuff like that... Best seller... right? Would you still talk to me if you were famous? ðĪ ðĨ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Itâs all good ð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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7/26/2019 6:52 pm |
I wish, I rarely get time to do any deep thinking, too many demands on my time.
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I wish, I rarely get time to do any deep thinking, too many demands on my time. One of the disadvantages of traffic, is that you burn a lot of time.... .... and ya got a lotta time, ta think. ð Thinking isn't bad. Just can't let it get outta hand... if you know what I mean? ðĪ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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7/27/2019 11:00 am |
The "What if" just kind of make a person feel more like a failure. I just try make the best of "Now"!
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The "What if" just kind of make a person feel more like a failure. I just try make the best of "Now"! The "difference" I was looking for was trivial and attainable... like a day without traffic... Or... if I could ever figure out what that stupid tiny rattle is... under my hood... lol. .. Yep I hear ya! ð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Really? hmmm ðĪ Lucky you ð Most of the time, that works for me. Sometimes... not so much... Tonight it might... The more active one is, the more likely thoughts don't have the time to take up excess space, right? ð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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I can imagine... ð Hope you're having a great time. Someone watering your plants, while you're away? ðĪ lol ð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Would you still talk to me if you were famous? Sure I would. If I became famous, I wouldn't forget the people who supported me and my crazy-ass ideas. I might become a bit more reclusive and selective in whom I let into my life, but down to my core... fame and/or a lot of $$$ wouldn't change me. "Be who you are and say what you feel. Those who matter won't mind, and those who mind won't matter." ~ Dr. Seuss.
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Would you still talk to me if you were famous? Sure I would. If I became famous, I wouldn't forget the people who supported me and my crazy-ass ideas. I might become a bit more reclusive and selective in whom I let into my life, but down to my core... fame and/or a lot of $$$ wouldn't change me. Hey.... before you get famous... better make your A F F account... private... lol ð Or would you even be HERE? ðĪ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Yep... I hear you. ðĪ Maybe... that's why people drink, and do other things. They numb their brains so they won't think so much. ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Good for you! That's the way to do it! ð Hey.... before you get famous... better make your A F F account... private... lol ð Or would you even be HERE? ================================= Would I even be here? I'm going to quote Master Yoda on this one: "Hard to say. Always in motion, the future is..." "Be who you are and say what you feel. Those who matter won't mind, and those who mind won't matter." ~ Dr. Seuss.
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Good for you! That's the way to do it! ð Hey.... before you get famous... better make your A F F account... private... lol ð Or would you even be HERE? ================================= Would I even be here? I'm going to quote Master Yoda on this one: "Hard to say. Always in motion, the future is..." Hard... ye knows... might be good, as well. Hey.... Who knows, right? I'm sitting down by the lake as I read this. You know me... I always have a chair ready, for a guest. It's peaceful here tonight? Sprite? Coke? Evan water? It's chilling.... and ice cold. So.. How's by you? ðĪ ð Anything interesting going on? ðķ ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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Ha, I always think too much, lol. Sometime, I think about what it would be like to live a different kind of a life, in a different kind of place, to have a different history of experiences that have made me who I am. Then, my brain hurts and I think about something else. "Sometimes the most productive thing you can do is relax." â Mark Black
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Ha, I always think too much, lol. Sometime, I think about what it would be like to live a different kind of a life, in a different kind of place, to have a different history of experiences that have made me who I am. Then, my brain hurts and I think about something else. Especially when it comes to the coinsidence of meeting my wife and having my kids. Then I realize... I wouldn't have wanted it to be any other way... ð ... is there another way to look at it Going Too Fucking Far NEW Blog Features RevealeD O O A Foolproof Method Posted Over on that NEW site O O
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lol... THAT pretty much... describes me. Especially when it comes to the coinsidence of meeting my wife and having my kids. Then I realize... I wouldn't have wanted it to be any other way... ð "Sometimes the most productive thing you can do is relax." â Mark Black
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