Can a bad person, turn out to be good? Can a person redeem themselves? Maybe, I had a uncle who was a son of a bitch. He was abusive to my aunt, wasn't a good father. On some payday he would gamble his check and lose all his money , and my aunt wouldn't see him for several day. My aunt had to pay all the bills. My aunt must have really loved this man! She had four kids with him, and never filed for divorce. She was his rock when he was down and out, she always took him back when he left, and when he was sick she nursed him back to health. There was one time he admitted that he didn't deserve such a loving woman. Years later she died, and he inherited everything she owned, two cars, a little money and a house, along with the life insurance policy. Family members was upset, and thought he shouldn't have gotten anything. Later in years, my dad died. He was a good man, good father and everyone loved him. He was 6yrs younger than my uncle. I was upset, why would God take a good man and let a horrible man remain alive? I look at life as unfair, I was hurt. But as time passed by, my uncle started to change. He gave up drinking, cussing, and started to go to church once in a while. His child, my cousin moved in with him. He tried to reach out to the other children, but my oldest cousin refused to acknowledge him. His health start to deteriorate, so my cousin was there to take care of her dad. At times, I talked to other family members and they said he did 180 degree turned. I couldn't believe it, with in a year he died. Then I thought about it, my dad was a good man, and did all he had to do so god took him, and my uncle was spared and given a chance to redeem himself. It took much longer for my uncle, compared to my dad. So the question is? Can we be redeem? Maybe if we live long enough, we can!
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"less stress."
Posted:Mar 24, 2019 9:05 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2019 4:14 am
In life we going to have problems, difficulties and things we feel we can't handle. But here a few words of wisdom, that might help you cope what the things you have to deal with in your life. In life we have more control of our lives, then we can ever imagine! What seem bad, can create something phenomenal! Maybe this words, would give you "less stress".

"The Joker"!
Posted:Mar 23, 2019 8:57 am
Last Updated:Mar 24, 2019 2:23 pm
Even at a young age, I try to make people laugh. I remember a show "Batman". They had a big-tall mutherfucker on the show called the Joker. He wasn't really funny, he had a whiteface and wore funky clothes and his thing was about stealing money. And they call him the Joker!

My parents would play cards a lot. They was a game they played called "Spades". In this game the Jokers would beat anything. So the Jokers was dominant. There's was some comedians that was around that time that was funny. I liked their jokes and they were Jokers! Some of them was very funny!

The was a movie called "The Defiant ones", in 1958. Tony Cutis and Sidney Poitier. Two prisoners chained together, one white and one black. When a truck turn over off the road they escaped. They was a scene that the black prisoner called the white prisoner "Joker". The white prisoner had big dream, that probably won't come true.

So maybe a "Joker" is someone with false hope? In 1989, and 2008. There was Batman movies, With Jack Nicholson and Heath Ledger played the Joker. They both play "psychopaths"! After so many year, I figured out why the Joker was called the Joker. Not because he's telling jokes or being funny, because he looks like a damn Clown! It took me forever to figured this one out.

There was a song called, "Be a Clown". This song stuck in my mind. So when I'm around people, I go to work! I get into "Clown mode". I'm going to try to make you laugh or maybe get a smile out of you. Being depressed me, it helps me too. My alter ego, I'm a very serious guy. But around people I become a Clown. Bozo don't have shit on me! I'm here to make you laugh, for I am "The Joker"!

"13 times"!
Posted:Mar 21, 2019 7:57 pm
Last Updated:Mar 23, 2019 9:44 am
Years ago, I messed with a nympho. I miss her ! There was one day we did our thing, she drop by about 9:00 night. I was grinning ear to ear. I was happy! Within 10 minutes we had our first sex section. My dick was so hard I could had broken a diamond! I think I mention this one before?

We fucked, and fucked, and fucked some more! I love eating her pussy and she had a great ass! I loved to watch her walk around the room and be watching her ass! I felted like I won the lottery. I love them little tits bouncing while I grab her ass. So, I'll get all the sex I can. For, I only see her, once or twice a year.

A few times more, is she was in the area. That night, we might take a break, eat something, or talk, then back to bed. I felted like tell her the 3 words she hates! "I Love you". I wanted to say these words to her for her sharing each inch of her body with . When we talked I understand her, and know her heart has been broken.

To her, what we did was just sex, but to it was so much more! For I actually had feeling for her. She came by 9:00 night and left 5: 00 evening the next day. I was into her and must to have had sex 13 times. I was tell some of my buddies work about her. This was about 7 ago. I mentioned we must have has sex 13 times.

There was an older woman work. She said, "Drew you must be a stud! No one have sex 13 times in one day! Well, I forgot about this situation. The other day at work, the fellows was on my case for something. Not sure, what it was about. The older lady was in our lunch area at time. She said, "Don't mess with Drew! He can go 13 times! Wow after 7 she still remember.

"Safety first"!
Posted:Mar 19, 2019 8:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2019 4:16 pm
First of all, go to school, get a trade! I tell my grandson son all the time. I tell him that he won't want to be in his 50s doing a back-breaking job. Working in the transportation field, there is a millions of ways you can get hurt! So when there's big load they suppose to sent two driver together. The lead for the driver was strong on safety and concern for their safety.

Now he's in charge of the drivers and the stock keeper. Once they gave him a higher grade, his concern for safety decreased. Safety wasn't a priority anymore. We have a director, that preach safety in her meeting, but she only concern about getting all ticket done regardless and the Matrix system. This is a system her and a few other put together to get tickets done within a certain time limit, regardless or weather.

Also regardless, people are sick or equipment is down. If there's bad weather, he once allowed his people to stop work and come back to the yard. But now, he believe if you out, finish the job first. Then maybe come back in. Now with big tickets, he'll send two people, but they in their own truck and working different areas. He don't cut no slack, and not going to lift a finger to help.

He turn into a Diva and he's our Union Rep. It's all about the numbers and customers. I guess, when you given money, you got to dance to their music! We had a man who was the safety man for all of Logistics, they promoted him to a manager , he's sing a different tune too! So my question is , "Safety first"? I'm sure they would say, "Not if they putting money in my pocket"!

"The luck of the Irish"!
Posted:Mar 17, 2019 7:16 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2019 7:20 pm
Happy St. Patrick's day. There are things that represent the Irish.

1. Notre Dame Fight Irish/ College Football and Basketball team.
2. The Boston Celtics/ NBA team.
Lucky Charms, Pot of Gold under the rainbow, Leprechaun, Green beer, The movie Leprechaun.

Actor: Liam Neeson: From Northern Ireland, June 7, 1952. Known for the "Taken" Trilogies.

Gabriel Byrne; Dublin, Ireland. He was in the movie "End of Days" with Arnold. He's a hell of a actor!

Riddle time: What kind of Bow can't be tied?

ans: A Rainbow

When is a potato not an Irish Potato?

ans: When it's a French Fry

Why do Frogs Like St. Patty's Day?

ans: Because they're always wearing green.

What do you call a fake rock in Ireland?

ans: A Sham- Rock

"I'm alone".
Posted:Mar 16, 2019 2:39 pm
Last Updated:Mar 17, 2019 11:33 am
The other day, I was alone in my room. I turn on the radio, they was playing a song by LL Cool J. The song called, I need love. Right now I don't have anyone in my present, so I was debating on contacting someone from my past. Do I want to go there? The few I knew wasn't good people. There were a few toxic relationships in there. So to get companionship, after going 1000 steps forward, to I go 1500 step backwards? I pass.

A while back I decided to start dating someone, that we can complement each other. Some who's not always in .need. I don't mind helping, but refuse to be used. So now I decided to date someone with a job, or at least a good conversation. Even though, I don't need anything from them, or asked for anything. I felted, like they fell, they taking low for being with me.

I dated some with Masters degrees or someone who has their own business. There were some who lived on the wealthier part of town, and one who made 6 figures, she was the 6 figured chick!. To be honest, I tell them where I worked and what I did for a living. I tell them my education level. Then after that, I might hear from them once or twice. But never a second date!

We eventually delete each other's number and more on. So I do get lonely. But, maybe me being alone is God's plans? I don't want some who only wants me for what I can do for them. Or be someone's charity case. At times I visit my family, they got their own lives. So sometimes I write and listen to music. I should learn how to play my Guitar. I have two, I should learn how to play one. I got to learn how to enjoy me! For me is all I have. For, "I'm alone".

TV show humor
Posted:Mar 15, 2019 6:01 am
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2019 5:16 pm
The weekend is just around the corner, why not some TV show humor?

"Sex facts".
Posted:Mar 13, 2019 6:05 pm
Last Updated:Mar 14, 2019 6:01 pm
I know we all love sex! Who don't? Once in a wile I love to share some fun facts about sex.

Riddle time: What four-letter word begin with "f" and ends with "k", and if you can't get it, you can always use your hands?

ans: a fork.

I'm spread out before being eaten. Your tongue gets me off. people sometimes lick my nuts. What am I?

ans: Peanut butter.

"Didn't I hear that one before"?
Posted:Mar 11, 2019 7:48 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2019 6:06 pm
Years ago a lot of years ago. I told a friend a joke. He laughed, it was funny. Then a week later I told the same joke. He made a comment, "Didn't I hear that one before"? That stuck on my mind! I have a friend who believe in quick money. Buy low, sell high or other ways to make a dollar. This is his way of making money without punching a clock, his wife is furious!

She said, she been trying to get a job and hold on to it! He love to run the streets. I known him 30 years now. I remember when he was a student intern. he got a good government job and figured out, there is more money hustling. He left New Mexico , and when to Arizona and got married. A few week ago, I talked to his wife. The first thing she said, he's not the man I married.

She want him to get a job and keep it, and she threating to leave him. So when I talk to him, he said, the same thing! That in a few month he'll find a job. I told g him, "Didn't I hear this one before"? These word just came out of my mouth. Through a friend, I met another person who was down on his luck. This friend found a place for him to stay. He would stay and take care of this elderly man.

The deal was, he would get a job, pay $200 a month and help clean the house, cut grass and do things around the house. This would 1997, in 2007, he crashed at my place for a night. He said the same thing he did 10 years earlier, that he's in a rut, he going to get a car, have money in his pocket and buy a house. Of course, you know what I said! "Didn't I hear this one before"? He has potential!

His situation haven't changed a bit. The last few months, I thought I need a change! Or see what's out there. There was some day that was a carbon copy of times before. I guess I got content on how things are. Last weekend, I followed the same routine and was thinking about my future. Without speaking, I though in my mind, "Didn't I think of this before?

"The perfect day".
Posted:Mar 9, 2019 2:16 pm
Last Updated:Mar 11, 2019 8:18 pm
Just imaging you wake up next to the one you adore. You make love to her many times and afterwards. She make you the best breakfast ever! She later start her day, while you start yours. You have an appointment to get stuff done on your car. And on the way you catch every green light. Green light all the way, baby!

You get there, they look at your car, and it's something minor and they don't charge you a penny. On the way back home, you check your lottery ticket, and you have the winning numbers, and on this day. Everything that could go right, will go right, This would be "The perfect day"!

Hell, I'll be happy to have a good day! Not being negative, but my day, isn't always a good day. But there are some good things might happen. There are days, bad things shows it's ugly head, sometimes things get resolved. But why doe's it has to happen in the first place? I know my day won't be excellent or great. but I'll settle for good or even, decent.

Maybe no mishaps? Even times when I go to work. I know I suppose to do a certain task, but at times there are changes to the work schedule. So when I show up, I don't know what to expect. I have to adjust and try to deal what lies ahead. There are times when things don't go perfect. My attitude now, is "Shit happen" better that stressing.

Not sure if the perfect day really exist? But to me if I can have a day without minor mishaps, and something good happens, and my day is decent, then to me This would be "The perfect day"!

Morning humor"
Posted:Mar 4, 2019 4:30 am
Last Updated:Mar 10, 2019 1:21 pm
Hi everyone, enjoy your day! Just want to put a smile on your face.

"March humor"
Posted:Mar 1, 2019 3:21 pm
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2019 4:48 am
March got here so fast, why not some March humor?

Posted:Mar 1, 2019 6:37 am
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2019 4:50 am
Today, I choose to be happy, not matter what lies ahead! I would be happy for this is my choice. Smile today, this way you can start another being happy, for what happened in January and February is the past, your in the now!

Riddle time: What has many keys but can't open any doors?

ans: A Piano

What are two things people never eat before breakfast?

ans: Lunch and Dinner

What has two hands and a face, but no arms and legs?

ans: A clock


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Morning humor" (12)sweet_VM
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